Who was it that lead you on
that makes you want to hurt me so
Who do you want to forget
who forgot you long ago…

The most you could hope to be is
now just a bitter sweet memory

I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

“The one who makes life come to life. “

<3 Kings of Leon.

I should be sleeping but I’m not. Grrr boys.

I’ve been working a lot.

Yay money.

Can’t wait for this shitty election to be over so I can have a life again.

I need fucking ice cream. With Kerri.

And camping. With beer. LOL.

Soooooooooooooooooooon, the house will be all mine.

I’ve waited and I’ll wait some more
Won’t see me knocking on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There’s only one half of us that I’m saving
So I’m praying just to let it go
Watch from a distance just to see you glow
Seven hundred places, seven hundred faces more

If you just walked away,
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose,
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
Cuz the wounds never heal

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of dissaray
Succumbing to the games we played
To make sure that it’s real

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn to feel

When it’s just me and you
Who knows what we could do?
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn how to feel and we could,
Stay here together and we could,
Conquer the world if we could,
Say that forever is more than just a word

If you just walked away,
What I could really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn’t change how you feel

I just wanted to tell you I miss it.

I’m not coming back
(Forgive me)
I’ve done something so terrible
I’m terrified to speak
(I’m not calling, I’m not calling)
But you’d expect that from me
I’m mixed up, I’ll be blunt
(You’re driving me crazy)
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
From so many thousands of feet off the ground
I’m over you now
I’m at home in the clouds, towering over your head

Exactly.

At least my headache went away after laying under a pillow to block everything out.

It can be very freeing to turn off your monitor and phone…that whole out of touch thing is awesome!

You overcompensate for your own inexperience…

I keep burning my fingers
In attempt to rekindle the flame

I am in love with a movie.

This movie gives me hope that there is a match out there for my goofy, dorky, awkwardnessness.

UNLOCK THE DOOR, BITCH!

I love smoothies. And finishing my route. Early.

Mmmm.

Blizzard updater needs to hurry the hell up.

We’re gonna see Nick and Nora’s Infinite Playlist tonight!

I told them to bump me up to 245 minutes on Monday so we’ll see how that goes.